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NowPlaying: Fun - We are young ft. Janelle Monáe
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 I know you´re trying to forget 

But I´m trying hard to take it back

I can´t stop thinking about you
I´ve been remembering you

My thoughts just won´t give me a break, and my desires, my longings are just tearing me appart , cause I just can´t have you with me right now.

-I guess I´m a dreamer of things, of pretty much everything, and how I work to make them happen doesn´t seem to make sense anymore, it´s a sad thing to say "I´ll sit and wait for it", I hate it, is not my way, even thought sometimes it must be done that way.-

I´ve had so much to regret, so much to live, to leave, deal, cry, mourn, worry, snap out of, control and let go, between so many things. Probably just like everyone else.

He tenido tantas cosas que escribir, tantas palabras que dedicar aunque no sean leídas jamás, y resulta que aquí y ahora,  no logro recordar nada , no logro poner mis dedos a plasmar lo que he sentido, lo que he pensado, nada, y esto me deja vacía a la vez que sobre-poblada de cosas en mis adentros.

Recuerdos, vivencias, anhelos, deseos, pensamientos, ideas, sueños, memorias, palabras, frases, personas, realidades, ilusiones, expectativas, dedicatorias, historias, mementos, fechas, decepciones, desilusiones...

Just wait, I need to get my story straight

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Sé lo que quiero, no estoy completamente segura de como conseguirlo, y estoy trabajando en la marcha, pero a veces me detengo y me pregúnto que rayos esta pasando, y a veces no hay mucho que hacer, solo avanzar y arreglar lo que se pueda.

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*You´ve cast a spell on me*

Spell on me

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I feel like such a wreck sometimes.